Isotopes - Victim

Sometimes, oh sometimes I just wish that I was dead
To kill the thoughts, to kill these thoughts inside my head
I can stare at my reflection, despising what I see, but what is it that I see?

Misconception
My inability to see
Inability to see that I am a nobody
Play the victim
No ones watching me
There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story

Is there, (ha ha ha) is there hope for me?
Sometimes in life you have to lose, in order to gain
Sometimes in life before love, comes pain
So I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but not for all that I've done
I'm sorry, I'm sorry but take a look how

I've been wasting away
I can feel my vitals erasing with me
And I know these feelings of anxiety
Is the form of my mind just torturing me

Self inflicting pain has built a wall that can not remain
You're gonna watch me break it down, right now
Right now
(Yeah, yeah)
No longer do I want to hate myself
No longer will I let you hold me back

Misconception
My inability to see
Inability to see that I am a nobody
Play the victim
No ones watching me
There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story

So is there hope for me?
Reassure or lie to me
Provide me certainty
Don't tell me it's the end
So is there hope for me?
Reassure or lie to me
Provide me certainty
Don't tell me it's the end

No, don't tell me it's the end

Free, Me, From, the thoughts in my head
Please release me